And for the record: measuring tapes never lie

Life Rants:
1. It is Valentine's day. A day to make Single ppl feel more alone than they usually do. But that's why we have fandoms, right? IMAGINATION GOES A LONG WAY.
2. I keep my cat on a leash. Is that healthy?
3. My room is a mess and I really should clean.
4. I love pasta more than any other food. Besides Sushi. And Andagi. But that's a desert, so I'm not sure it counts. Now we know why RP Takki always took ppl to pasta houses.

Fandom Rants:
5. I like that song that Zhang Li Yin sang with Han Geng for the Taipei Olympics. Did I ever mention that I love her voice? Such an amazing singer...and younger than me! *kinda jealous, mostly because she gets to hold hands with Hannie* The song is called Hand In Hand and I liked it, except for the girl screaming out "HANGENG FIGHTING" the entire time.

6. HaHa went on his Military duty thingy. Aww. I like him. He's really funny.

7. Torchwood rants. because if you watched the last eppies, you would be squealing just like me.
( We...dabble... )

A serious post, for once.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm not married to him already. He's like the other half of my soul. Only on the other side of the Earth.

I know that we've said that we're done and through. No more breaking up and getting back together again after every failed relationship. No more romanticizing something that can never be. No more being a pauper princess and her knight in shinning dork-glasses (which is now contacts, thank god). No more trying to be something we're not and never going to be. We've been called perfect. A real life fairy tale. But this isn't one of those. Because there's no happily every after for us and there never will be.

But it doesn't help that I still want to be by his side. You always want to be by the people you love. By the person that holds your heart so delicately in his hands and who can easily rip it out and crush it at the same time.

How can you love someone so deeply without getting dragged under?