A serious post, for once.
Feb. 15th, 2008 04:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
himekohimuraSometimes I wonder why I'm not married to him already. He's like the other half of my soul. Only on the other side of the Earth.
I know that we've said that we're done and through. No more breaking up and getting back together again after every failed relationship. No more romanticizing something that can never be. No more being a pauper princess and her knight in shinning dork-glasses (which is now contacts, thank god). No more trying to be something we're not and never going to be. We've been called perfect. A real life fairy tale. But this isn't one of those. Because there's no happily every after for us and there never will be.
But it doesn't help that I still want to be by his side. You always want to be by the people you love. By the person that holds your heart so delicately in his hands and who can easily rip it out and crush it at the same time.
How can you love someone so deeply without getting dragged under?
I know that we've said that we're done and through. No more breaking up and getting back together again after every failed relationship. No more romanticizing something that can never be. No more being a pauper princess and her knight in shinning dork-glasses (which is now contacts, thank god). No more trying to be something we're not and never going to be. We've been called perfect. A real life fairy tale. But this isn't one of those. Because there's no happily every after for us and there never will be.
But it doesn't help that I still want to be by his side. You always want to be by the people you love. By the person that holds your heart so delicately in his hands and who can easily rip it out and crush it at the same time.
How can you love someone so deeply without getting dragged under?
