If life gives you shit, then what do you make?

[himekohimura]

Lately I've been feeling like shit. Just...my back's been killing me and I have a headache that doesn't seem to ever go away. I have nothing to complain about, really, it's just that I feel like I'm not accomplishing anything. I feel like everyone wants something from me and when I'm unable to deliver, they look at me like I'm worthless. I feel stupid and inept and really just...shitty. I feel like I'm not doing enough for others and that I'm failing in everything. School, writing, working. I fail at bitching about life because it always seems so self-centered. But if you can't bitch about life, than what do you bitch about? Other people? Things? Homework? It all seems so superficial and lame. I'm lame. I'm not anything that anyone would like to be around. Probably the reason I'm still single. I've been told that I'm pretty, but if I'm so attractive, then why do guys always look the other way?

/selfishness