I fail at life and being a fangirl....

Okay, so I haven't really been watching anything since last summer, since I've been horribly busy with school and the like. I have a bunch of files that I have yet to go through and even more that I haven't even had time to Join with HJsplit yet. And since I have a bit of time and my Virgo is insistent that I get the lot of this cleared up so I have at least a few gigs for the three weeks of things I didn't download yet, I went and joined a few things. One thing in particular caught my eye, because it was long and large and taking up a lot of space (get your mind out of the gutter!). So I joined it, wondering what it could be. Opened and flipped through it. Here was my thought process:
Oh hey! Looks like something D-boys-ish....'itsuka no kimi e zutto soba ni ite hoshii'? nice title.......wait, isn't he from Tenimyu?....oh! Oshitari!....OMG WTFH, THAT IS SO NOT CPR!
Yeah, I'm behind when I download a BL movie with SAITOU and not even watch it!!!!!! *dies* It is...so gay, wtfh. I love Saitou for doing things like this. It's the one where Saitou and Kawai (not the ABC one) are photography students? Idk, I didn't really listen, I was kinda trying to organize at the same time. But there's so much BL, it makes me sick. Can't believe I DL'd this back in Nov. and only now just watched it! *sad with self* Well, we were doing Yukan and I was hella busy with this thing called a life. Can't be a fangirl 24-7 (although I'm sure I push the limits). I need to totally get back into the whole Tenimyu scene one of these days. One of these days. I mean...there is a limit of fandoms you can keep up with....