Hiatus

It is 4 in the morning. I've been up since 2. I can't sleep. I think I'm just too fucking irritated to sleep. I have a test tomorrow that I can't even study for because I'm that irritated. I'm still encoding. I've done it five times. I've tried xvid four times, I'm not doing it again. If they're not fucking satisfied with divx, they can kiss my fucking ass. I'm tempermental, so sue me. I need anger management classes too. People see this cheery omg over the top girl who fangirls all the time. I'm not that person. Don't even try to assume that's me. I'm selfish and live up to the name of Hime more than any other person alive. This is my tantrum and I'm being childish. I know that, don't remind me. I'm taking an indefinite hiatus from Nya. Maybe days, or months. Maybe even a year. I don't know. All I know is that I'm at the verge of just giving up the whole thing unless I just get away from the entire scene.

21 sucks. Anyone who says that life gets better is a fucking liar.