SungMin looks like a girl hahahahahaaa

I feel a bit better now than I did a few days ago. Talking to my Nana and Kou-chan and Blue and Momo and everyone makes me feel a bit better. Not to mention random pictures of Shiwon-ah's butt and SungMin-ah dressed and performing as a girl made me giggle so much I think I almost died from lack of breath. Not to mention that KangIn was SO goggling and checking SungMin out. HeeChul had this jealous pouty face on that totally screamed 'I'd totally look better'. Is it wrong of me to think that SungMin-ah looks better as a girl? *killed* They need to make DBSK do more of those kinds of things~ But I think they are supposed to be, like, the Kat-Tun of Korea and SuJu the K8. Does that mean I'll like SuJu better soon? Idk, I like DBSK music more, cause damn, the boys have pure talent, but SuJu shows are just so win, cause they are just too hilarious despite all the shit out there about them.

Anyway, I think I've been in a sour mood as of late. I've killed Jin twice and pulled Pi and Kame into dying as well. Maybe this mood of mine is the reason of my slump from JE? IDK. But I have been watching some JE, like the two latest SCs, which have NewS in it and it....made me happy. Ideky. TegoMasu sang, and everyone knows how much I adore their voices 'cause wow. Tegoshi and Massu are definitely two of the Jimusho's best singers. And then SHOON. *swoonswoonnosebleeddies* I remembered why I love him so much. He is win and they should definitely give him more solos and dances cause he's just so wonderful. Even Taiyou~ I was surprised at his voice. It will become nice once it stops breaking, I think. Why again is only Yabu and Hikaru the only ones singing when it comes to Yax3 songs? Maybe it's just me, idk. Then again, I haven't been watching much Yax3, so I don't know who's singing and who's not, but as long as I can remember, Taiyou and Shoon hardly ever get solos.

I....really like Kiriyama. idk. I just...like how he's so eager to impress and he has a pretty good voice. In fact, I actually prefer watching the Kansai juniors than watching any of the Tokyo juniors. Maybe it's my bias toward Kansai, but I feel they have more talent and eagerness. IDK, but I just....like them more. *shruggshrugg*

I was thinking about dating and the like. And I actually don't miss it. I don't mind the occasional hot guy, of course, but guys in general, Idk, I'm not all that keen on getting a boyfriend. If it happens, it happens, but right now I'm not going to actively track down any guys or try to get with them. I've never really been able to trust a guy's feelings. If a guy tells me they love me, I just can't believe it. I like Johnny's because they aren't fake like anime, but they aren't real either, so you can't get hurt. Love and boys are so overrated anyway. Being boycrazy is past my time. I'm going to be old in a couple of weeks. I'm already half deaf, half blind, half bald and half paralyzed. And I'm still in my twenties, wtf. I think I'll just stick with fangirling. It's better than being depressed.

And WHY JENNIFER?!?!?!?!?!?! I have Rodger-sensei. SOMEONE KILL ME NOW? I am afraid of him, wtf. Even though my Japanese isn't that bad, it's still...well...not that good. Not good enough for Rodger-sensei's class...*starts brawling all over the place* I hate school......