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kuntt no longer?
Apr. 19th, 2007 01:19 pmHm....I guess the concert was okay. IDK, i know a concert is supposed to be all about the music, but I like watching concerts more for the MC or the backstage. They still seem like a bunch of rivals and not a group. They did play around some. Jin pushing Junno off the stage was adorable, although i was like MORE AKAME PLZ. For once Ueda wasn't an emotional wreck, but I would totally steal his clothing. And what the hell is up with his sword? I also didn't realize how much Jin's english pronunciation has improved. Also, was that a curtsy at the end? Kame was too serious, as usual. Junno was a dork. Koki is still a wanna-be gangster, and Nakamaru is...Nakamaru. I fail as a Kat-Tun fan, srsly. Actually...am I even a fan of theirs anymore?
Going on to more interesting thing things. My mom had her cousin over. To tell the truth, I don't like this cousin, cause he's very critical of me. He seems to only see me as a spoiled brat. Which I am, but that's totally besides the point. I have the biggest fear of roaches. If there's one within ten meters of my being, I will freak out. Flailing and jumping and screaming, the whole works. I hyperventilate, which can kill me because of the way my heart and lungs are. I can't even look at pictures of them without wanting to cry. But he seems to think that it's irrational and that I shouldn't be scared of them. He's all like 'the way you scream is as if there's a rat or snake or something.' Rat's don't scare me. Snakes, lizards, frogs...those things don't scare me. But bugs. Roaches scare me to the point where I almost faint at the sight of them. Any kind of bugs, actually. But not as much as roaches. And he says that it's irrational and that I'm just being a spoiled brat. That I'm being a child about it. WTF is that? I am scared shitless of them. Let me throw a snake on him and see how he likes it. *righteously angry*
I've also been forced to go to church lately. I don't mind it, but they're all so unfriendly. Like 'you are worldly and will go to hell'. I'm like 'I'm going to Japan. Ha.' And then I got roped into helping out with the CHILDREN. Everyone knows how much I dislike kids, and yet they want me to help with them. WTH? I am 'worldly'. Do you really want me anywhere near your kids? They've been eying my necklace as well. My church has a strict thing against necklaces because it's supposed to be you trying to 'beautify' yourself, which is totally wrong to them. Like wearing your best dress and shoes to church is not 'beautifying' yourself. Plz. Don't even get me started. Besides, I took off all my beautifying necklaces, but there's one that I don't take off. It's the ones my friend bought for my birthday. He put it on me, and I can't take it off. Srsly, I can't. It's, like, stuck. And unless I cut it, I can't get it off. So it stays until it falls off. It was the first piece of jewelry that I used that wasn't part of a costume that I've worn in ten years. It's kind of special to me in a weird way. But they're like 'OMG YOU ARE A SINNER BECAUSE YOU WEAR A NECKLACE.' I want someone to say that so i can shout "YOU ARE A SINNER BECAUSE YOU ACTUALLY NOTICED." I am such a rebel.
There was this guy that I haven't seen in years that's ALWAYS trying to talk to me in Japanese. He is also some guy that tried to get with my mom only scant months after my father passed away. I don't like him. He needs to go away and never come back. *imitates gollum* But srsly, he tried to TALK to me yesterday. I've told him before that I don't like him and that he shouldn't talk to me. But he's like "HI CRYSTAL." And I look up at him and give him the glare and turn back to the book I was reading. He says "ARIGATOU GOUZAIMASU." Without looking up I said "URUSENDAIYO BOKKE!" And he's like "...hai...." and goes away. MY JAPANESE PWNS HIM HAHAHA. But srsly, he doesn't know any japanese except the basics. So I doubt he understood what I said, but I'm sure my tone carried the meaning. I can tell anyone off in Japanese, but I can never say those kinds of things in English. I am so weird...
Lastly, OMG JIN'S BACK AND NOW I FEEL LIKE KILLING PEOPLE.
IDK, just the thought that Jin is back is giving me this disgusted feeling. I already know that EVERYONE is going to be OMG JIN IS BACK *DIE* It's been what? 6months? Srsly, not a big deal to me. Now if Uchi or Kusano came back, I'd be throwing a party.
Going on to more interesting thing things. My mom had her cousin over. To tell the truth, I don't like this cousin, cause he's very critical of me. He seems to only see me as a spoiled brat. Which I am, but that's totally besides the point. I have the biggest fear of roaches. If there's one within ten meters of my being, I will freak out. Flailing and jumping and screaming, the whole works. I hyperventilate, which can kill me because of the way my heart and lungs are. I can't even look at pictures of them without wanting to cry. But he seems to think that it's irrational and that I shouldn't be scared of them. He's all like 'the way you scream is as if there's a rat or snake or something.' Rat's don't scare me. Snakes, lizards, frogs...those things don't scare me. But bugs. Roaches scare me to the point where I almost faint at the sight of them. Any kind of bugs, actually. But not as much as roaches. And he says that it's irrational and that I'm just being a spoiled brat. That I'm being a child about it. WTF is that? I am scared shitless of them. Let me throw a snake on him and see how he likes it. *righteously angry*
I've also been forced to go to church lately. I don't mind it, but they're all so unfriendly. Like 'you are worldly and will go to hell'. I'm like 'I'm going to Japan. Ha.' And then I got roped into helping out with the CHILDREN. Everyone knows how much I dislike kids, and yet they want me to help with them. WTH? I am 'worldly'. Do you really want me anywhere near your kids? They've been eying my necklace as well. My church has a strict thing against necklaces because it's supposed to be you trying to 'beautify' yourself, which is totally wrong to them. Like wearing your best dress and shoes to church is not 'beautifying' yourself. Plz. Don't even get me started. Besides, I took off all my beautifying necklaces, but there's one that I don't take off. It's the ones my friend bought for my birthday. He put it on me, and I can't take it off. Srsly, I can't. It's, like, stuck. And unless I cut it, I can't get it off. So it stays until it falls off. It was the first piece of jewelry that I used that wasn't part of a costume that I've worn in ten years. It's kind of special to me in a weird way. But they're like 'OMG YOU ARE A SINNER BECAUSE YOU WEAR A NECKLACE.' I want someone to say that so i can shout "YOU ARE A SINNER BECAUSE YOU ACTUALLY NOTICED." I am such a rebel.
There was this guy that I haven't seen in years that's ALWAYS trying to talk to me in Japanese. He is also some guy that tried to get with my mom only scant months after my father passed away. I don't like him. He needs to go away and never come back. *imitates gollum* But srsly, he tried to TALK to me yesterday. I've told him before that I don't like him and that he shouldn't talk to me. But he's like "HI CRYSTAL." And I look up at him and give him the glare and turn back to the book I was reading. He says "ARIGATOU GOUZAIMASU." Without looking up I said "URUSENDAIYO BOKKE!" And he's like "...hai...." and goes away. MY JAPANESE PWNS HIM HAHAHA. But srsly, he doesn't know any japanese except the basics. So I doubt he understood what I said, but I'm sure my tone carried the meaning. I can tell anyone off in Japanese, but I can never say those kinds of things in English. I am so weird...
Lastly, OMG JIN'S BACK AND NOW I FEEL LIKE KILLING PEOPLE.
IDK, just the thought that Jin is back is giving me this disgusted feeling. I already know that EVERYONE is going to be OMG JIN IS BACK *DIE* It's been what? 6months? Srsly, not a big deal to me. Now if Uchi or Kusano came back, I'd be throwing a party.