a pointless journal entry.
Jan. 5th, 2007 02:13 pmI relived my past thie last week and it was very painful. Looking at all the memories makes me realize how much I've lost and how little I've gained. Seeing the me from before and what I have become was not a plesant experience. What I have learned is to cherish what was the past and look to the future to bring hope of a better day, and a better you.
Oh, and since I've been away for a bit, I didn't give my review of the newest countdown ^-^ Which could very well be summed up in three words. OMG NEWS AND MACCHI! (okay, so that's four, but who's counting?) Still sad at the dumb 'traniee' thing, but hey. As long as some time this year we'll be able to see Uchi and Kusa, I'm fine. I'm thinking we'll probably get them back in the next new years thing or something because Johnny's an ass. I understand why he has to do this, though. He needed to announce they were at least back in Johnny's so he could start them on their traning. They haven't been at work for months and gotta get their bodies back in shape and know their dance moves and stuff before they can make an official debut back into NewS and Kanjani. So I will wait patiently for their swift return. ^-^ Hayaku, futaritomo~
Another thing, should I be irritated when people try and step on my territory? Especially when it concerns my babies? *has a fit* Well, anyway. I go to watch Doubles and time it and try and get it out before I have to kill myself over Hana Yori Dango 2 (which rocks, btw)
BTW, if Rei-chan's reading this, for some reason your christmas/b-day/whatever got sent back to me. I must send it again, with more postage. (even though i took it to the counter to get the right postage for it...)
Well, I leave for Japan in five days and I'm not even packed, or exchanged my money, or really even thought of japan. In fact, I don't really feel like going anymore. What is wrong with me???? But I'm sure once I'm there, I'll not want to leave. ^-^
I guess this will be my last blog for another week or so as I prepare for japan and stuff. Love you all~
Oh, and since I've been away for a bit, I didn't give my review of the newest countdown ^-^ Which could very well be summed up in three words. OMG NEWS AND MACCHI! (okay, so that's four, but who's counting?) Still sad at the dumb 'traniee' thing, but hey. As long as some time this year we'll be able to see Uchi and Kusa, I'm fine. I'm thinking we'll probably get them back in the next new years thing or something because Johnny's an ass. I understand why he has to do this, though. He needed to announce they were at least back in Johnny's so he could start them on their traning. They haven't been at work for months and gotta get their bodies back in shape and know their dance moves and stuff before they can make an official debut back into NewS and Kanjani. So I will wait patiently for their swift return. ^-^ Hayaku, futaritomo~
Another thing, should I be irritated when people try and step on my territory? Especially when it concerns my babies? *has a fit* Well, anyway. I go to watch Doubles and time it and try and get it out before I have to kill myself over Hana Yori Dango 2 (which rocks, btw)
BTW, if Rei-chan's reading this, for some reason your christmas/b-day/whatever got sent back to me. I must send it again, with more postage. (even though i took it to the counter to get the right postage for it...)
Well, I leave for Japan in five days and I'm not even packed, or exchanged my money, or really even thought of japan. In fact, I don't really feel like going anymore. What is wrong with me???? But I'm sure once I'm there, I'll not want to leave. ^-^
I guess this will be my last blog for another week or so as I prepare for japan and stuff. Love you all~